It's like I'm takin five steps forward,
And ten steps back.
Tryna get ahead of the game but
I can't seem to get it on track
And I keep runnin away the ones
That say they love me the most
How could I create the distance when it's supposed to be close?
I just don't know but I be out here
fightin demons and,
It's like the curse that I can't shake
this part of Cleveland and
Lord, would you help me?
And stop this pain
I keep inflinctin on my family .
Hustlin and gamblin, drinkin' and scramblin'
And losin sight of what
I supposed to be handlin'
It's hard to manage cause
Every days a challenge and man
And I'm slippin can't lose my balance and
Tryin not to panic...